$18 for a box of Nighttime Pull-ups. Throw it in the cart!$165 for groceries! ok, whatever. eeks
$6.59 for a pumice stone. ooooo...maybe later....that is a little pricey.
Yes, I could get one for 2 bucks.
I could also get the one for $12.
I like the one that is $6.59.
Simple, Oval, Lite Grey. Natural looking.
Ridiculous that I am even contemplating the shape of a foot slougher and how it relates to my happiness.
Even more ridiculous is that I am living with same disgusting one I have had for maybe 4 years. One side of it looks OK. That is the side one would see if they should happen to venture into my very pretty shower. The other side has some scary funk on it. That is the side I don't use and wrinkle my nose at every time I see it. I hate scum and any other dirt in my "bathing area". A rogue unknown hair is enough to make me Soft Scrub the bathroom. It is perplexing that I put up with scary black crud on my pumice.
Do I not feel I deserve better?
Self Judgement- Freak.
The point of this - Here is a very simple way I could do something nice for myself. For under $10. I frequently look at the damn pumice stones at the stores and think "Oh I really need one!....ewww $6.59...too much." I mean what the fuck? I go out and spend more on a glass of wine that I will just pee out eventually anyway.
Obviously, one of the things I need to change is my inability to be kind to me. I buy little things for Sam and the kids all the time.
So life adjustment thought of the day: Be nicer to self. This is a thought I need to repeat several times a day. Nobody deserves a grody rock in their shower.
Guess what I am going to do tomorrow?
I have one that looks like a microplane. Or something you would bake into a pie to get me out of jail.And I always forget to use it. We are silly, silly girls.
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